Fear of illness?
Hello, Doctor: I am very afraid of getting sick.
Whenever I notice any unusual symptoms in my body, I uncontrollably search the internet for related diseases (and the more I read, the more I identify with them), which takes up almost all of my leisure time.
This not only prevents me from engaging in recreational activities but also keeps my emotions tense and troubled.
During the summer and winter breaks, when I am home alone, it becomes even worse.
For instance, at the beginning of this summer vacation, I was so dizzy that I feared I had blood cancer and spent the whole day reading about it.
Additionally, when my family has a cold, I hide in my room, afraid to come out, and I constantly wear a mask.
These issues are still minor...
Since middle school, whenever I am home alone, I feel extremely anxious, fearing that I might see or hear something I shouldn't.
Any sudden noise or movement makes me so scared that I almost cry, causing me to stop whatever I was doing and flee in panic.
I often perceive objects as frightening, believing they might move on their own and intentionally scare me.
Sometimes, I am so frightened that I only dare to sit in the living room watching TV all day, afraid to go to the bathroom, and I don't even dare to prepare food for myself at lunchtime.
Starting this week, I have been consumed by the fear that these symptoms might evolve into hallucinations, delusions, or even schizophrenia (one of my classmates has this condition, and I have seen her have episodes).
I am truly terrified, to the point that I was startled awake last night and couldn't sleep.
Today, I am still very worried about this, constantly searching for information about this condition online, feeling like I am in a state of light sleep all day, mentally disoriented.
Any small noise wakes me up, and I feel on the verge of a breakdown; even when watching TV or listening to music, I cannot focus on the plot or melody.
However, when I usually experience these issues, going outside helps a lot, as I feel there are many people around to protect me.
But today, that feeling has somewhat failed, and I keep thinking about the term schizophrenia.
I have always been very introverted at school, with almost no friends, and I hardly speak a word throughout the day.
I wonder if my lack of social activities contributes to this, and I have thought that if I interacted more with my peers, it might improve a lot, but it seems difficult to change my current situation...
Am I experiencing illness anxiety disorder? Does my constant tension and fear of hallucinations and identifying with other symptoms lead to schizophrenia or other mental illnesses? I cannot control my fear; what should I do?
Niming, 10~19 year old female. Ask Date: 2017/07/18
Dr. Dai Wanxiang reply Psychiatry
Hello, Miss: Based on your description, it seems that the primary symptoms are anxiety, fear, and excessive worry about physical illnesses.
However, more information is needed to determine the specific type of mental disorder, as there are currently no symptoms of delusions or hallucinations.
There is no evidence to suggest that you have schizophrenia.
Nevertheless, since the anxiety symptoms significantly impact your daily life, it is advisable to seek assistance from a psychiatrist as soon as possible, as it should be helpful for you.
Reply Date: 2017/07/18
More Info
It sounds like you are experiencing significant health anxiety, which is a common issue that can greatly affect your quality of life. Health anxiety, often referred to as hypochondria, involves an excessive preoccupation with having a serious illness, even when medical evaluations show no significant health problems. Your tendency to search for symptoms online and interpret benign sensations as serious illnesses is a hallmark of this condition.
Firstly, it’s important to understand that anxiety can manifest in various ways, including physical symptoms like dizziness, heart palpitations, and gastrointestinal issues. These symptoms can be exacerbated by stress and anxiety, creating a vicious cycle where the fear of illness leads to more anxiety, which in turn leads to more physical symptoms. This cycle can be particularly distressing and can lead to avoidance behaviors, such as isolating yourself or avoiding situations where you fear you might get sick.
Your fear of developing serious conditions, such as schizophrenia, is also a common concern among those with health anxiety. It’s crucial to recognize that while anxiety can lead to distressing thoughts and feelings, it does not cause psychotic disorders like schizophrenia. However, the fear of losing control or experiencing hallucinations can be very real and frightening.
Here are some strategies that may help you cope with your health anxiety:
1. Limit Internet Searches: Try to reduce the time you spend searching for health information online. The internet can often amplify fears and lead to misinformation. Instead, consider discussing your concerns with a healthcare professional who can provide accurate information and reassurance.
2. Practice Mindfulness and Relaxation Techniques: Engaging in mindfulness practices, such as meditation, deep breathing exercises, or progressive muscle relaxation, can help reduce anxiety levels. These techniques can help ground you in the present moment and alleviate the physical symptoms of anxiety.
3. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT): This is a highly effective treatment for health anxiety. CBT helps you identify and challenge irrational thoughts and beliefs about health and illness. A therapist can guide you through this process, helping you develop healthier coping strategies.
4. Establish a Routine: Creating a daily routine that includes physical activity, social interactions, and hobbies can help distract you from anxious thoughts and improve your overall mood. Engaging in activities you enjoy can also provide a sense of accomplishment and fulfillment.
5. Seek Professional Help: If your anxiety is overwhelming and significantly impacting your daily life, it may be beneficial to consult a mental health professional. They can provide support, therapy, and, if necessary, medication to help manage your symptoms.
6. Connect with Others: While you mentioned feeling isolated, try to reach out to friends or family members, even if it’s just for a brief chat. Social support is vital for mental health, and sharing your feelings with someone you trust can provide relief.
7. Educate Yourself: Understanding anxiety and its effects on the body can help demystify your experiences. Knowledge can empower you to manage your symptoms more effectively.
8. Limit Caffeine and Alcohol: Both substances can exacerbate anxiety symptoms. Reducing or eliminating them from your diet may help you feel calmer.
9. Sleep Hygiene: Ensure you are practicing good sleep hygiene. A regular sleep schedule, a comfortable sleep environment, and avoiding screens before bed can improve your sleep quality, which is often disrupted by anxiety.
10. Journaling: Writing down your thoughts and feelings can help you process your emotions and identify triggers for your anxiety. It can also serve as a tool for reflection and self-discovery.
In conclusion, while your fears and anxieties are valid, it’s essential to address them constructively. By implementing these strategies and seeking professional help, you can work towards reducing your health anxiety and improving your overall mental well-being. Remember, you are not alone in this struggle, and support is available.
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