OCD: Experiencing Disconnection and Loss of Reality

Obsessive-compulsive disorder can lead to a sense of detachment, as if one has lost touch with reality?

Hello Doctor: I have been suffering from obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) for nearly ten years.
When my condition is stable, I hardly experience any symptoms, and even when symptoms do appear, they mainly consist of obsessive thoughts and health anxiety.
Here's the situation: I have always been very concerned about the possibility of developing schizophrenia.
During severe episodes in the past, I would become paranoid, worrying whether I was experiencing hallucinations or delusions, and I even sought consultations from multiple psychiatrists for reassurance.
Those days were truly painful.
Eventually, my OCD improved, and I became less preoccupied with these thoughts.
However, I am currently troubled by a new issue.
Recently, I suddenly started thinking about schizophrenia again, which reignited my worries.
Although it is not as extreme as before, I found myself anxious for several days about whether I might be ill.
This anxiety has made me feel distracted in my daily life, and I even experience a sense of unreality, feeling unable to focus on the present moment.
For example, when I am riding my bike, I know I am riding, but my mind keeps questioning whether I have gone crazy, whether I am really riding, or whether others can understand what I am saying, among other similar thoughts.
This feeling is quite strange and difficult to describe; it feels as though my mind and body are not in sync.
I am fully aware of what I am doing and what I should be doing, yet I struggle to live in the moment.
I even feel as if the things I see are not real.
I have had OCD for many years, and I cannot recall whether I experienced this kind of situation during my severe episodes in the past.
Therefore, I would like to ask you, Doctor, is this feeling caused by my OCD? Can OCD lead to such feelings of not being present and experiencing unreality? Or could this indicate another underlying issue? I apologize for the lengthy message, and I appreciate your help in answering my questions.
Thank you, Doctor, and I wish you a Happy New Year and all the best!

A De, 20~29 year old female. Ask Date: 2023/01/08

Dr. Wu Enliang reply Psychiatry

It is indeed possible that the symptoms are caused by obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), as individuals may experience feelings of derealization when they are anxious.
Dr.
Wu En-Liang.

Reply Date: 2023/01/08

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Understanding Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) and its relationship with feelings of disconnection and loss of reality is a complex topic that many individuals struggle with. Your experience of feeling disconnected from reality while dealing with OCD symptoms is not uncommon, and it can be quite distressing.

OCD is characterized by intrusive thoughts (obsessions) and repetitive behaviors or mental acts (compulsions) that individuals feel driven to perform in response to those thoughts. These obsessions often lead to significant anxiety and distress. In your case, the worry about developing schizophrenia and the subsequent thoughts that arise can be seen as a manifestation of your OCD. The cycle of anxiety and compulsive thinking can create a heightened sense of disconnection from reality, as your mind becomes preoccupied with these fears rather than the present moment.

The feelings you describe—such as being aware that you are riding a bike but simultaneously questioning your reality—can be associated with a phenomenon known as depersonalization or derealization. These experiences can occur in individuals with anxiety disorders, including OCD, and can lead to a sense of detachment from oneself or one's surroundings. This detachment can make it difficult to focus on the present and can create a feeling that what you are experiencing is not real.

It's important to recognize that while OCD can lead to these feelings of disconnection, they can also be indicative of other underlying issues, such as anxiety or stress. The mind's tendency to ruminate on fears, especially those related to mental health, can exacerbate feelings of unreality. When you find yourself caught in a cycle of worrying about your mental state, it can lead to a disconnection from your immediate experiences and surroundings.

To address these feelings, it may be beneficial to consider a few approaches:
1. Therapeutic Support: Engaging with a mental health professional who specializes in OCD can provide you with strategies to manage your symptoms. Cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT), particularly exposure and response prevention (ERP), is an effective treatment for OCD. It can help you confront your fears in a controlled manner and reduce the power they hold over you.

2. Mindfulness Practices: Mindfulness techniques can help ground you in the present moment. Practices such as meditation, deep breathing exercises, or yoga can assist in reconnecting with your body and surroundings, reducing feelings of disconnection.

3. Medication: If you are not already on medication, discussing options with a psychiatrist may be beneficial. Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) are commonly prescribed for OCD and can help alleviate symptoms, including anxiety and obsessive thoughts.

4. Support Groups: Connecting with others who have similar experiences can provide validation and support. Consider joining a support group for individuals with OCD, where you can share your experiences and learn from others.

5. Self-Compassion: It’s essential to practice self-compassion during this process. Acknowledge that your feelings are valid and that managing OCD is a journey that takes time and patience.

In conclusion, the feelings of disconnection and loss of reality you are experiencing can indeed be related to your OCD. However, it is crucial to explore these feelings further with a mental health professional to ensure that you receive the appropriate support and treatment. Remember that you are not alone in this experience, and there are effective strategies to help you regain a sense of connection to yourself and the world around you. Wishing you strength and clarity as you navigate this journey.

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