Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) with compulsive handwashing?
Hello doctor, my symptoms are that I feel extremely dirty when I come into contact with a male's genital area.
If a colleague I dislike is talking to me and their genital area is touching the edge of the table, I will spray alcohol and wipe it with tissue before I feel clean.
This is because I had an unpleasant experience with classmates in middle school; once I was ambushed and touched inappropriately, and in anger, I retaliated, but immediately felt very dirty and ran to wash my hands to feel clean again.
After that, whenever someone I dislike touches my belongings or I indirectly come into contact with someone I dislike (for example, if they touched person A, I don't want to touch the part of person A that they touched), I feel very dirty if I accidentally touch something and must wipe it off with tissue or wash my hands to feel better.
Recently, this has evolved into a situation where whenever a male urinates, they have to take out their genitalia, and when they finish, they pull up their zipper.
The hands that just touched their genitalia inevitably touch the surrounding area of their pants, and if their pants touch anything, I feel it is dirty.
Even if their pants are resting on the table, I feel it is dirty if anyone touches that table.
Many people accidentally touch things and then touch my belongings, and I feel very dirty and need to spray alcohol to feel better.
However, I realize this behavior is quite strange, and I fear the odd looks from my colleagues.
So how can I break this nearly 30-year-long cycle? This condition has caused me to spend too much time washing my hands and spraying alcohol.
In middle school, I was also afraid to touch books because they had been touched by someone I disliked, which affected my grades.
However, in elementary school, I hardly considered these issues, but it seems I can't go back to that state.
Ace, 40~49 year old female. Ask Date: 2024/02/01
Dr. Lin Mianzhang reply Psychiatry
Hello Ace: You are exhibiting symptoms of obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), which include obsessive thoughts and compulsive behaviors.
These symptoms require psychological therapy or combined pharmacological treatment for improvement.
You might want to read a book titled "The Myth of Sisyphus: Understanding and Treating Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder," which can help you understand what OCD is.
However, it is still recommended that you seek professional assistance from a psychiatrist.
Wishing you peace and good health.
Reply Date: 2024/02/01
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Overcoming Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD), particularly in the context of compulsive hand washing, can be a challenging journey, especially when it has persisted for many years. Your experiences reflect a common manifestation of OCD, where intrusive thoughts about contamination lead to compulsive behaviors aimed at reducing anxiety. In your case, the fear of dirtiness associated with certain interactions, particularly involving males, has led to excessive hand washing and the use of alcohol-based sanitizers.
Firstly, it’s important to understand that OCD is a mental health condition characterized by unwanted and intrusive thoughts (obsessions) that lead to repetitive behaviors (compulsions) performed to alleviate the distress caused by these thoughts. In your situation, the fear of contamination from interactions with certain individuals has created a cycle of anxiety and compulsive cleaning behaviors.
To address your concerns, here are several strategies that may help you manage and eventually overcome these compulsive behaviors:
1. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT): This is one of the most effective treatments for OCD. CBT, particularly a subtype called Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP), involves gradually exposing yourself to the sources of your anxiety (in this case, situations that trigger your fear of contamination) while refraining from performing the compulsive behaviors (like washing your hands). Over time, this can help reduce the anxiety associated with these triggers.
2. Mindfulness and Acceptance: Practicing mindfulness can help you become more aware of your thoughts and feelings without reacting to them. Techniques such as meditation can help you observe your compulsive thoughts without judgment, reducing their power over you.
3. Medication: In some cases, medications such as selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) can be effective in reducing the symptoms of OCD. Consulting with a psychiatrist or a healthcare provider can help determine if this is a suitable option for you.
4. Support Groups: Connecting with others who experience similar challenges can provide a sense of community and understanding. Support groups, whether in-person or online, can offer encouragement and practical advice from those who have faced similar struggles.
5. Gradual Exposure: Start by identifying specific situations that trigger your compulsive washing. Gradually expose yourself to these situations in a controlled manner. For example, you might begin by touching an object that you perceive as "dirty" without washing your hands immediately afterward. This can help desensitize you to the anxiety associated with these triggers.
6. Journaling: Keeping a journal of your thoughts and feelings can help you identify patterns in your behavior and triggers for your compulsions. This can also serve as a tool for reflection and understanding your progress over time.
7. Professional Help: It’s crucial to seek help from a mental health professional who specializes in OCD. They can provide tailored strategies and support as you work through your symptoms.
8. Self-Compassion: Be kind to yourself throughout this process. Recognize that overcoming OCD is a journey that takes time and effort. Celebrate small victories and understand that setbacks may occur.
In conclusion, while your compulsive hand washing and fear of contamination have been significant challenges, there are effective strategies and treatments available to help you manage and overcome these symptoms. Engaging in therapy, practicing mindfulness, and seeking support can significantly improve your quality of life and reduce the time spent on compulsive behaviors. Remember, you are not alone in this struggle, and with the right support and strategies, it is possible to break free from the constraints of OCD.
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