The scientific perspective (materialism) and perfectionism leading to obsessive-compulsive disorder?
I am currently a sophomore in high school.
This issue has existed for a long time.
Just now, I discovered online that there are people with symptoms very similar to mine, which made me realize how serious the problems caused by these symptoms can be.
For me, the most immediate and pressing issue is my academic performance.
I am very certain that I want to become a physicist, and the areas I am interested in are quite intricate and profound.
However, my current grades are poor (even though I am attending my county's second-choice school), and my physics grades are among the lowest.
I always thought that obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) was not a big deal.
It wasn't until I saw someone online who is similar to me that I realized: when I am reading or taking exams, I constantly pay attention to the details happening around me, such as noticing others picking their noses or cleaning their ears (as well as other distractions like dirty feet or mess on the desk) while trying to focus on my exam or study.
I was truly shocked; I was so surprised that as soon as I realized this, I hurried to seek medical advice online.
Additionally, I have also just realized that my forgetfulness often leads me to ask classmates if there are any assignments for certain subjects, which they often overlook.
Looking back, it is indeed a very anxious way for me to remind myself, which is why I remember (my forgetfulness is likely not something that others would easily guess).
Of course, my OCD and other medically defined complications do not only affect my concentration.
However, for me, this is indeed what I need the most right now.
I have known for some time that I have a tendency toward OCD, but on one hand, I thought it was not a big issue, and on the other hand, I always believed that doctors in Taiwan tend to prescribe medication at every visit, even when it is not really necessary, and I think the negative effects of medication on the body are significant.
Another important reason is that I am afraid to seek medical help, do not want my parents to know, and do not want to worry them.
Honestly, seeing others with very similar symptoms has truly shocked me (and they also want to become scientists).
To be frank, I really need your help.
If necessary, I will seek medical attention in person nearby, as I have now realized that there is likely a need for it.
In fact, the problems caused by my symptoms are considerable and have a certain degree of impact.
However, I am quite anxious right now, so I haven’t detailed my symptoms.
I hope to resolve my issues.
Because I am currently very anxious, I cannot wait to provide detailed information about my condition and the life background causing my symptoms.
Once I have time, I will elaborate on my symptoms and discuss them further with the responder.
Additionally, I have several common OCD behaviors, such as excessive handwashing (even without soap, which makes me uneasy) and being overly meticulous about cleanliness (I can’t think of everything at the moment).
Moreover, I am extremely sensitive to wrinkled paper.
It is severe enough that when I see wrinkled paper, I feel a strong urge to tear it up, and seeing wrinkled paper makes me very uncomfortable, even if it is not mine (but my own paper is worse).
I personally interpret this behavior as a manifestation of perfectionism.
I suspect that my poor grades are also a result of this perfectionism.
In summary, I urgently need clarification on issues such as the most important ways to address my situation and information regarding this aspect (like the extent to which OCD affects my concentration, whether my poor grades are indeed likely due to OCD, or if the majority of the factors are simply that I am not taking things seriously).
Lastly, I sincerely appreciate your time in reading and responding to my message.
My surname is Hsu., 10~19 year old female. Ask Date: 2008/06/02
Dr. Chen Zhicai reply Psychiatry
Dear Xu,
Hello! Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) is a medical condition that requires pharmacological treatment; it cannot be resolved simply through conversation.
OCD symptoms can indeed affect concentration and academic performance, but poor grades and lack of focus are not solely caused by OCD.
This is not a condition that can be cured in just one or two outpatient visits.
I recommend that you seek treatment from a child and adolescent psychiatrist in your area.
Dr.
Chen Zhi-Cai
Reply Date: 2008/06/02
More Info
Understanding Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) is crucial, especially for students like you who are navigating the pressures of academic performance and personal expectations. It’s commendable that you’ve recognized the symptoms you’re experiencing and are seeking help. OCD can manifest in various ways, often intertwining with perfectionism and materialism, leading to significant distress and impairment in daily functioning.
The Nature of OCD and Its Impact on Students
OCD is characterized by intrusive thoughts (obsessions) and repetitive behaviors (compulsions) that individuals feel driven to perform. For students, this can translate into excessive worry about academic performance, leading to compulsive studying or checking behaviors. You mentioned being easily distracted by your surroundings while studying or taking exams, which is a common experience for those with OCD. This distraction can severely impact your ability to concentrate, leading to poor academic performance, which in turn can exacerbate feelings of inadequacy and anxiety.
Your concerns about being forgetful and needing to remind yourself of assignments are also indicative of how OCD can affect cognitive functions. The anxiety stemming from your obsessions can make it difficult to focus on the task at hand, leading to a cycle of worry and distraction. This can create a feedback loop where poor performance reinforces your anxiety, making it even harder to concentrate in the future.
Perfectionism and Academic Pressure
Perfectionism is often a significant factor in OCD, especially among students. The desire to achieve high standards can lead to an overwhelming fear of failure. You mentioned wanting to be a physicist and feeling pressure to excel in a challenging subject. This ambition, while admirable, can also lead to self-imposed stress and anxiety, particularly if you perceive your current performance as inadequate. The fear of not meeting your own expectations can lead to avoidance behaviors, procrastination, or excessive preparation, all of which can further hinder your academic success.
The Role of Materialism
Materialism, or the preoccupation with material possessions and external validation, can also play a role in the development and maintenance of OCD symptoms. In a school environment, this might manifest as comparing yourself to peers based on grades, achievements, or even the quality of your study materials. This comparison can intensify feelings of inadequacy and drive compulsive behaviors aimed at achieving a perceived standard of success.
Seeking Help and Managing Symptoms
It’s important to recognize that seeking help is a sign of strength, not weakness. You mentioned concerns about medication and the stigma associated with mental health treatment. While it’s true that some healthcare providers may prescribe medication, therapy—particularly Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT)—is often the first-line treatment for OCD. CBT focuses on exposing individuals to their fears in a controlled manner and helping them develop coping strategies to manage their anxiety without resorting to compulsive behaviors.
Additionally, mindfulness practices can be beneficial in managing anxiety and improving focus. Techniques such as meditation, deep breathing exercises, and grounding techniques can help you stay present and reduce the overwhelming feelings that come with OCD.
Practical Steps You Can Take
1. Educate Yourself: Understanding OCD and its effects can empower you to manage your symptoms better. Resources like books, reputable websites, or support groups can provide valuable information.
2. Talk to Someone: Consider discussing your feelings with a trusted adult, such as a teacher, school counselor, or family member. They can help you find the support you need.
3. Seek Professional Help: If you feel comfortable, reaching out to a mental health professional can provide you with tailored strategies to cope with your symptoms. They can help you explore therapy options and discuss any concerns you have about medication.
4. Practice Self-Compassion: Acknowledge that it’s okay to struggle and that your worth is not solely defined by your academic performance. Celebrate small achievements and be kind to yourself during this process.
5. Limit Comparisons: Focus on your own progress rather than comparing yourself to others. Everyone has their own journey, and it’s important to recognize your unique strengths and challenges.
In conclusion, OCD can significantly impact your academic performance and overall well-being, but with the right support and strategies, you can learn to manage your symptoms effectively. Remember, you are not alone in this, and seeking help is a crucial step towards finding balance and achieving your goals.
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