I am not sure if this qualifies as bipolar disorder?
Hello Doctor: I have not been happy for the past two years.
I used to be a very lively person, and even my friends say so.
However, since I became more aware of my surroundings, I often argue with my parents.
I used to endure it, but over the past two years, I have noticed that my initial interest in television dramas has diminished.
I gradually feel unmotivated, and even when I switch to a channel I want to watch, I don't understand what is happening by the end of the show! After every argument with my parents, I find myself unintentionally harming myself, whether it's scratching my skin until it bleeds or using a utility knife to cut my arms.
When I encounter unpleasant situations, I tend to lash out in anger.
I often think about why my grandfather doesn't come and take me away; living feels so painful.
I frequently tell my boyfriend that I want to die, that living is exhausting and painful, which is making it hard for him to cope with me.
Tang, 20~29 year old female. Ask Date: 2015/06/25
Dr. Li Zhengfeng reply Psychiatry
Hello: First of all, thank you for your letter.
Based on your description, it seems that you may be experiencing symptoms of depression, such as low mood, irritability, and suicidal thoughts.
I recommend seeking help from a psychiatrist or psychologist.
Wishing you a speedy recovery.
Thank you.
Reply Date: 2015/06/25
More Info
Bipolar disorder, also known as manic-depressive illness, is a mental health condition characterized by extreme mood swings that include emotional highs (mania or hypomania) and lows (depression). Understanding this disorder is crucial for recognizing its signs and symptoms, as well as knowing when to seek help.
Signs and Symptoms
1. Manic Episodes: During a manic phase, individuals may experience heightened energy levels, increased activity, and an exaggerated sense of self-importance. They might engage in risky behaviors, have racing thoughts, and exhibit poor judgment. This can lead to impulsive decisions that may have negative consequences.
2. Hypomanic Episodes: These are similar to manic episodes but are less severe. Individuals may feel unusually energetic and productive, but they do not experience the same level of impairment as in full-blown mania.
3. Depressive Episodes: In contrast, depressive episodes can bring about feelings of sadness, hopelessness, and a lack of interest in activities that were once enjoyable. Individuals may experience fatigue, changes in sleep patterns, difficulty concentrating, and thoughts of self-harm or suicide.
4. Mixed Episodes: Some individuals may experience symptoms of both mania and depression simultaneously, leading to a state of agitation and irritability.
Seeking Help
Given the symptoms you've described, such as self-harm, feelings of hopelessness, and a lack of interest in activities you once enjoyed, it is essential to seek professional help. Here are some steps you can take:
1. Talk to a Mental Health Professional: A psychologist, psychiatrist, or licensed therapist can provide a proper diagnosis and treatment plan. They may recommend therapy, medication, or a combination of both.
2. Reach Out to Support Networks: Sharing your feelings with trusted friends or family members can provide emotional support. They can help you feel less isolated and encourage you to seek professional help.
3. Crisis Resources: If you ever feel like you might harm yourself or have thoughts of suicide, it is crucial to reach out to a crisis hotline or emergency services immediately. In the U.S., the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is available at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255).
4. Self-Care Strategies: While professional help is vital, incorporating self-care practices can also be beneficial. This includes maintaining a regular sleep schedule, engaging in physical activity, practicing mindfulness or meditation, and avoiding drugs and alcohol.
Conclusion
Bipolar disorder is a complex condition that requires understanding and appropriate treatment. The feelings of despair and the urge to self-harm that you are experiencing are serious and should not be ignored. It’s important to recognize that you are not alone, and help is available. By reaching out to a mental health professional, you can begin to understand your feelings better and develop coping strategies to manage your symptoms. Remember, seeking help is a sign of strength, and taking the first step towards recovery can lead to a more fulfilling life.
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