Obstacles in the treatment of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Hello, doctor.
Since last year, my fear of dirt has become severe.
I used to take longer showers than most people, spending about 2 hours, and I didn't like going out much.
After moving, my anxiety about the cleanliness of my living environment intensified, and it gradually evolved into spending 6 to 8 hours in the shower.
After showering, I can't relax until I clean my desk, computer peripherals, and bed.
Each time, I end up physically exhausted, and because I'm so tired, it's even harder for me to shower every day, which makes me feel even dirtier.
I also avoid touching most things in my home and anything I bring back from outside.
It wasn't until it got this serious that I realized I might have obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) and want to seek treatment, but I'm afraid to go out.
Every time I return home, I have to wash and wash because I feel that public environments are extremely dirty...
My stamina is very low; just going out is already stressful, and when I come home, I have to clean until I'm exhausted.
Under these circumstances, even if I can make it to the hospital for an initial assessment, what happens next? I would need to return for regular follow-ups, right? I really don't think I can manage to go out regularly.
Especially since I hope to undergo psychological counseling (I was diagnosed with mild depression a long time ago, and many issues were never resolved, leading to my inability to adapt to society over the years), but since going out is so difficult, wouldn't it also be challenging to attend treatment regularly? Do I really have to force myself to go out? Based on my current situation and my experiences over the past year, going out every week feels like it would be too much for me; mentally and physically, I would be too exhausted to do anything.
Going out once a month is truly my limit, and even then, it might affect my ability to engage in activities I want to do.
I don't have a trusted confidant, and a particular interest is my only source of solace, which is also related to my career goals.
If I have to force myself into regular treatment and end up unable to pursue that interest, it would be incredibly empty and painful.
Living like that would feel worse than death.
I've had thoughts of wanting to die for a while now, and they became particularly severe a few days ago, with a strong desire to end my long-standing psychological pressure.
I've looked online for home treatment options, but it seems that only acute self-harm cases, elderly individuals, or those with mobility issues qualify.
I am physically capable and don't have a severe mental illness, so it seems unlikely that I could apply for that...
Doctor, what should I do?
Qi Qi, 20~29 year old female. Ask Date: 2016/04/20
Dr. Dai Wanxiang reply Psychiatry
Ms.
Qi Qi: Based on your description, it is likely that you are experiencing a combination of obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) and depression.
If you are unable to go out, consider home treatment.
While health insurance typically only covers major illnesses, you might want to inquire with nearby psychiatric facilities about the availability of self-pay home treatment services.
Additionally, medication is a crucial part of OCD treatment.
Although medications are usually prescribed for a limited number of days during the initial visit, considering the impact of your symptoms, you can discuss with your doctor about the follow-up appointment schedule.
Generally, the effects of medication begin to manifest around 3-4 weeks after starting treatment, so perhaps after a month, your OCD/depressive symptoms may have alleviated, making it easier for you to go out.
I hope this information is helpful to you, and I wish you peace.
Reply Date: 2016/04/20
More Info
It sounds like you are experiencing a very challenging situation with your obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), particularly with the compulsive behaviors related to cleanliness and the overwhelming anxiety that accompanies them. Your struggle is not uncommon among individuals with OCD, and it can significantly impact daily functioning and overall quality of life.
First, it's important to acknowledge that OCD is a recognized mental health condition that can be effectively treated, even if the thought of seeking help feels daunting. The symptoms you describe, such as spending excessive time on hygiene and feeling unable to touch items from outside due to fear of contamination, are characteristic of OCD. This condition often leads to a cycle of anxiety and compulsive behaviors that can be exhausting both physically and mentally.
Seeking Treatment
1. Therapy Options: Cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT), particularly exposure and response prevention (ERP), is considered the gold standard for treating OCD. ERP involves gradually exposing yourself to the sources of your anxiety (like dirt or germs) while refraining from performing your compulsive behaviors (like excessive washing). While it may seem overwhelming, many therapists can work with you to create a manageable plan that respects your current limitations.
2. Teletherapy: Given your difficulties with leaving the house, consider seeking therapy through telehealth services. Many mental health professionals offer online sessions, which can provide the support you need without the added stress of traveling. This can be a great first step in receiving treatment while you work on gradually increasing your comfort with in-person visits.
3. Medication: If you haven't already, discussing medication options with a psychiatrist could be beneficial. Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) are commonly prescribed for OCD and can help reduce the intensity of your symptoms, making it easier to engage in therapy.
Building a Support System
1. Support Groups: Look for online support groups for individuals with OCD. Connecting with others who understand what you're going through can provide emotional support and practical advice. Many find comfort in sharing experiences and coping strategies.
2. Family and Friends: If you have trusted family members or friends, consider sharing your struggles with them. They may be able to offer support, whether it's helping you with exposure tasks or simply being there to listen.
Managing Daily Life
1. Gradual Exposure: Start small. If going out is too overwhelming, try to set small, achievable goals for yourself. This could be stepping outside for a few minutes or touching an item you usually avoid for a short period. Celebrate these small victories, as they can help build your confidence.
2. Self-Care: Incorporate self-care practices that promote relaxation and reduce anxiety, such as mindfulness, meditation, or gentle exercise. These can help you manage stress and improve your overall well-being.
3. Routine: Establishing a daily routine can provide structure and predictability, which may help reduce anxiety. Include time for activities you enjoy, as they can serve as a positive distraction from obsessive thoughts.
Crisis Management
If you are experiencing thoughts of self-harm or suicide, it is crucial to seek immediate help. Contact a mental health professional, a crisis hotline, or go to the nearest emergency room. Your safety is the top priority, and there are people who can help you through this difficult time.
Conclusion
While the journey to managing OCD can be challenging, it is important to remember that you are not alone, and help is available. Taking the first step, whether through teletherapy or reaching out to a support group, can lead to significant improvements in your quality of life. You deserve support and care, and there are professionals who can guide you through this process. Please take care of yourself and reach out for the help you need.
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