Constantly thinking about the same thing makes me feel like my mind is becoming dull?
Three years ago, I began to force myself to think about the same things repeatedly (not emotional matters), and this has continued until now.
I find myself constantly ruminating on various aspects of life, trying to understand and organize my thoughts, and I feel like I'm being driven to the brink of exhaustion.
However, when I seem to be busy, this tendency diminishes somewhat.
I consider myself to be intelligent; I was always one of the smarter students in class.
Yet, during these three years of constant rumination, I feel like my mind has become significantly duller.
I struggle to comprehend "basic things," my responses in conversations have slowed down, and I feel a lack of "intuition" regarding problems, leaving my thoughts in a state of confusion.
P.S.: Over three years ago, I went through a rather depressive period and saw a psychologist once.
During that time, I repeatedly thought about suicide and death, feeling a sense of shame.
Since then, I have periodically experienced deep depression and thoughts of wanting to die.
I'm unsure if this could be related to the issues I've described, which is why I'm bringing it up.
La La, 10~19 year old female. Ask Date: 2017/12/28
Dr. Lin Mianzhang reply Psychiatry
Hello, Lala: Your situation may simply be a case of ruminating on the same thought, but it could also be related to depression, anxiety, or obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Since additional information is needed for differential diagnosis, I cannot provide you with a definitive answer.
I recommend that you visit a psychiatrist who can help clarify your situation and address your concerns.
Reply Date: 2017/12/28
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Overthinking can significantly impact mental clarity and mood, leading to a cycle of anxiety and confusion that can be difficult to break. It seems that you have been grappling with this issue for the past three years, which has understandably taken a toll on your cognitive functions and emotional well-being.
When we overthink, we often find ourselves trapped in a loop of repetitive thoughts, analyzing situations to the point where it becomes counterproductive. This can lead to mental fatigue, making it harder to focus on even basic tasks. The brain, much like any other muscle, can become fatigued from overuse. When you mention feeling "dull" or slow in your responses, it is likely a result of this mental exhaustion. The constant pressure to think deeply about every little detail can lead to cognitive overload, which can manifest as confusion or difficulty in processing information.
Moreover, your history of depression and suicidal thoughts adds another layer of complexity to your situation. Depression can exacerbate feelings of confusion and indecisiveness, making it even harder to break free from the cycle of overthinking. The shame and guilt you feel about past thoughts of self-harm can also contribute to a negative feedback loop, where your mental state worsens, leading to more overthinking and anxiety.
It's important to recognize that the mind is not designed to handle constant scrutiny of every thought or action. This is where mindfulness practices can be beneficial. Mindfulness encourages individuals to focus on the present moment, allowing thoughts to come and go without judgment. Techniques such as meditation, deep breathing exercises, or even engaging in physical activities can help redirect your focus and reduce the intensity of your thoughts.
Additionally, cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) is a highly effective treatment for both overthinking and depression. CBT helps individuals identify and challenge negative thought patterns, replacing them with more balanced and constructive thoughts. A therapist can guide you through this process, helping you develop coping strategies that can alleviate the burden of overthinking.
It's also crucial to establish a support system. Sharing your feelings with trusted friends or family members can provide relief and help you feel less isolated. Sometimes, just talking about your thoughts can help you gain perspective and reduce their power over you.
Lastly, consider seeking professional help if you haven't already. A mental health professional can provide tailored strategies to address both your overthinking and depressive symptoms. They can also help you explore any underlying issues that may be contributing to your current state.
In summary, overthinking can lead to a decline in mental clarity and mood, especially when compounded by a history of depression. By incorporating mindfulness practices, seeking therapy, and building a support network, you can begin to break the cycle of overthinking and regain control over your thoughts and emotions. Remember, it's okay to ask for help, and taking that step can be a significant move toward healing and clarity.
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