Obsessive thinking
Hello, Doctor.
Recently (since early May), it seems like I've activated some sort of switch (before that, I was staying up late for assignments and exams).
Certain thoughts have become significantly disruptive to me.
In fact, I've experienced them before, but they didn't affect me too much.
The main content of these thoughts includes doubting whether I cheated on my previous exams and questioning whether I made mistakes in the knowledge I learned (primarily in physics, which I think I care about a lot).
Previously, these thoughts would occasionally visit my mind, and I would pull out my memories or notes to counter them, which would greatly alleviate their impact.
In any case, I managed to prevent them from seriously affecting me.
However, now, doing that only provides temporary relief from anxiety, and they return quickly.
In terms of the cheating thoughts, there's a feeling that my past achievements were obtained through cheating.
Yet, based on my memory, these thoughts have no basis, but they continue to trouble me, undermining my self-confidence and affecting my mood.
The knowledge-related thoughts and the cheating-related thoughts alternate; one is dominant while I temporarily forget the other.
Is this what is referred to as obsessive-compulsive disorder?
Niming, 20~29 year old female. Ask Date: 2021/05/26
Dr. Lin Mianzhang reply Psychiatry
Hi there! Your situation is likely related to obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), which may be associated with your recent lack of sleep and high levels of stress.
I recommend that you try to adjust your daily routine, ensure you get enough sleep, and find appropriate ways to relieve stress.
If there is no improvement, consider visiting a psychiatrist to discuss treatment options with a physician.
Wishing you peace and well-being!
Reply Date: 2021/05/26
More Info
Understanding intrusive thoughts and their relationship to conditions like Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) can be quite complex. Your experience of persistent, distressing thoughts that interfere with your daily life, particularly regarding doubts about past academic performance and feelings of inadequacy, aligns with some common characteristics of OCD.
OCD is characterized by the presence of obsessions (intrusive thoughts) and compulsions (repetitive behaviors or mental acts performed to reduce anxiety). In your case, the intrusive thoughts about cheating and the validity of your past achievements suggest that you may be experiencing obsessive thinking. These thoughts can create significant anxiety and self-doubt, leading to a cycle where you feel compelled to seek reassurance or engage in mental rituals (like reviewing notes) to alleviate the distress caused by these thoughts.
It's important to note that having intrusive thoughts does not automatically mean you have OCD. Many people experience intrusive thoughts at some point in their lives, especially during periods of stress or anxiety. However, when these thoughts become persistent, distressing, and interfere with daily functioning, it may indicate a more serious issue that warrants further evaluation.
Your description of the thoughts being fleeting yet recurrent, and the temporary relief you find in checking your notes, suggests a struggle with managing these intrusive thoughts. This pattern can lead to a cycle of anxiety and compulsive behavior, which is a hallmark of OCD. The fact that these thoughts have intensified recently, particularly after a period of stress related to exams, further supports the idea that your mental health may be impacted by external pressures.
In terms of distinguishing between personality traits and a potential disorder, it can be challenging. Some individuals may have a predisposition to anxiety or obsessive thinking due to their personality, while others may develop these traits as a response to stress or trauma. A thorough assessment by a mental health professional can help clarify whether your experiences are part of a broader pattern consistent with OCD or if they are more situational.
To manage these intrusive thoughts, consider the following strategies:
1. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT): This is one of the most effective treatments for OCD. CBT focuses on identifying and challenging distorted thoughts and beliefs. A therapist can help you develop healthier thought patterns and coping strategies.
2. Mindfulness and Acceptance: Practicing mindfulness can help you observe your thoughts without judgment. Techniques such as meditation or deep breathing can reduce anxiety and help you detach from intrusive thoughts.
3. Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP): This is a specific type of CBT that involves gradually exposing yourself to the sources of your anxiety while refraining from engaging in compulsive behaviors. Over time, this can help reduce the power of intrusive thoughts.
4. Medication: In some cases, medications such as selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) can be beneficial in managing OCD symptoms. A psychiatrist can evaluate your situation and determine if medication is appropriate for you.
5. Support Groups: Connecting with others who experience similar challenges can provide validation and support. Sharing your experiences can help reduce feelings of isolation.
6. Self-Compassion: Be kind to yourself. Recognize that experiencing intrusive thoughts does not define your worth or abilities. Practice self-compassion and remind yourself that many people face similar struggles.
In conclusion, while your experiences may suggest a pattern consistent with OCD, a comprehensive evaluation by a mental health professional is essential for an accurate diagnosis and appropriate treatment plan. Remember, seeking help is a sign of strength, and there are effective strategies available to help you manage intrusive thoughts and improve your overall well-being.
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