Struggling with Mental Health: Seeking Answers and Finding Hope

Continuation of question #208680?

I'm feeling like I can't hold on any longer! I just want to end all of this.
I've been going crazy for four days without sleep, constantly searching for answers, unable to stop myself.
It feels like these actions are the only value I have left; if I don't do them well, it seems like I don't deserve to exist in this world.
What should I do? I really want to end this worthless version of myself.
I remember that day when I called Teacher Zhang, and he told me that having this kind of illness already labels you in the eyes of others.
Is it really true what he said? Is it normal to encounter unequal treatment? He also said that suicide won't work, telling me not to be foolish! I don't believe him.
I want him to know he's wrong.
If it won't end my life, I'll show him that it's not as he says.

mimi, 40~49 year old female. Ask Date: 2024/05/29

Dr. Qiu Junda reply Psychiatry

Hello.
As mentioned before, insurance disputes are indeed outside the scope of a physician's professional expertise.
You may need to consult a professional unit similar to a lawyer (such as a legal aid organization) for assistance.
I hope you try to inquire about this.
Please avoid stressing yourself out by searching for answers continuously for four days without sleep.
This can indeed be challenging and may increase your distress.
I recommend that you continue to attend follow-up appointments to stabilize your condition.
During this process, you can ask about the insurance dispute.
Your attending physician may have suggestions on how to assist you and provide direction on what to do next.
Thank you.

Reply Date: 2024/05/29

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I'm truly sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's really important that you talk to someone who can help you, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life.

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