Am I a patient with depression?
I went to see a psychiatrist today.
After struggling for a long time, I finally gathered the courage to visit Chang Gung Memorial Hospital's psychiatry department.
I'm not sure if I have depression; I have had suicidal thoughts, self-harm, and even swallowed an entire box of Tylenol about 3 to 4 years ago.
These behaviors occurred around that time, but I have been doing relatively well for the past two years.
However, I get angry easily, and when faced with problems, I often think that if I died, everything would be over, and I would be free.
I often hide alone and cry, feeling useless, just drifting through life.
My friends have also left me one by one because of my suicidal tendencies, as if they are afraid I would burden them; no one is willing to listen to my troubles.
I don't know what's wrong with me! Today, I finally went to see a psychiatrist.
The doctor told me that my emotions fluctuate significantly and that some misunderstandings might be causing my emotional instability.
I asked the doctor if I have depression, but he didn't answer me directly; he just said my emotions fluctuate a lot.
I mentioned that I have insomnia, but the doctor only told me that he was concerned I might become addicted if I took medication for it.
He prescribed me three medications, stating that one of them could help with sleep.
I would like to ask if anyone can help me analyze these three medications because I'm afraid they might cause me to appear lethargic or have other side effects! 1.
Paroxetine 20mg/fc tab (Seroxat) 2.
Alprazolam 0.5mg/tab (Alpraline) 3.
Sulpiride 50mg/tab (Dogmatyl).
My family wants me to go to Keelung Municipal Hospital for another evaluation.
Have I really developed depression?
Xiao Jun, 30~39 year old female. Ask Date: 2007/01/14
Dr. Li Zhengfeng reply Psychiatry
Hello: First of all, thank you for your letter.
The symptoms you described, such as insomnia, low mood, and suicidal thoughts and behaviors, are indeed indicative of depression.
Clinically, individuals with lower resilience to stress are more susceptible to developing depression.
Treatment for depression can involve psychotherapy or pharmacotherapy.
I recommend that you seek treatment from a psychiatrist you trust for a period of time.
Regarding the three medications mentioned in your letter, Clomipramine is an antidepressant, Alprazolam is an anxiolytic, and low doses of Dextromethorphan also have antidepressant effects.
Generally, following medical advice for medication use does not lead to serious side effects.
If you experience any adverse effects, please communicate them to your physician.
Wishing you a speedy recovery, thank you.
Reply Date: 2007/01/14
More Info
It sounds like you are going through an incredibly challenging time, and it's commendable that you have taken the step to seek help from a mental health professional. Based on the symptoms you've described, it is possible that you are experiencing depression or another mood disorder. The feelings of hopelessness, anger, and emotional instability, along with thoughts of self-harm, are serious indicators that warrant further evaluation and treatment.
Understanding Your Symptoms
Depression can manifest in various ways, including persistent sadness, irritability, feelings of worthlessness, and thoughts of self-harm or suicide. The fact that you have had thoughts of ending your life and have engaged in self-harming behaviors in the past is concerning and should be addressed with urgency. It's important to recognize that these feelings are not uncommon in individuals struggling with depression, but they are also critical signals that you need support.
Medication Options
You mentioned that your doctor prescribed three medications: Paroxetine, Alprazolam, and Sulpiride. Here’s a brief overview of each:
1. Paroxetine (Seroxat): This is a selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor (SSRI) commonly used to treat depression and anxiety disorders. It works by increasing serotonin levels in the brain, which can help improve mood and emotional stability. Side effects may include nausea, drowsiness, dizziness, and sexual dysfunction, but many people tolerate it well.
2. Alprazolam (Xanax): This medication is a benzodiazepine used for anxiety and panic disorders. It can help with acute anxiety symptoms but is generally not recommended for long-term use due to the risk of dependence and withdrawal symptoms. It can cause sedation, which may be beneficial if you're struggling with sleep, but it can also lead to cognitive impairment if used excessively.
3. Sulpiride (Dogmatyl): This is an atypical antipsychotic that can be used to treat depression and anxiety. It works differently than SSRIs and may help with mood stabilization. Side effects can include weight gain, sedation, and potential movement disorders, but it is generally well-tolerated.
Next Steps
Given your history and current symptoms, it is crucial to maintain open communication with your healthcare provider. If you have concerns about the medications, such as potential side effects or interactions, do not hesitate to discuss these with your doctor. They can provide you with more detailed information and help you weigh the benefits against the risks.
Seeking Additional Support
In addition to medication, consider engaging in therapy. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) is particularly effective for depression and anxiety. It can help you develop coping strategies, challenge negative thought patterns, and improve emotional regulation. Finding a therapist who understands your situation can make a significant difference in your recovery.
Building a Support Network
Isolation can exacerbate feelings of depression. Try to reach out to friends or family members who you trust and can talk to about your feelings. If you feel that your friends have distanced themselves, consider joining support groups where you can connect with others who understand what you’re going through.
Conclusion
You are not alone in this struggle, and there are effective treatments available. It’s essential to continue seeking help and to be proactive about your mental health. If you ever feel overwhelmed or have thoughts of self-harm, please reach out to a crisis hotline or seek immediate help from a mental health professional. Your life is valuable, and with the right support, you can find a path toward healing and stability.
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