I don't know what disease it is?
I don't know what to do; I'm feeling agitated and unable to maintain a positive mood.
Unpleasant images keep flashing before my eyes, such as thoughts of harming or killing others, or thoughts of my own death.
The surrounding environment is changing drastically, yet I know this is not real.
However, it has been getting worse lately, gradually aligning more with reality.
In the past, I would only see a dark red haze, with people around me appearing like corpses, coming to attack me.
Now, the changes are not as pronounced, making it hard for me to distinguish between what is real and what is not.
My hands also move involuntarily, as if the events in those images might actually happen.
Recently, I've been wanting to see a doctor again, but I struggle to articulate my feelings clearly; my descriptions are vague, and sometimes I even feel an urge to attack the doctor halfway through explaining, so I have to suppress myself.
I don't like being around others, and my mental state is deteriorating.
My memory is becoming fuzzy, and I experience pain every day, with images and voices frequently appearing.
I don't know what illness this is.
Sometimes I can think normally, but I can't maintain that state.
Nìmíng, 20~29 year old female. Ask Date: 2015/12/13
Dr. Ding Shuyan reply Psychiatry
Hello, the line between reality and unreality is becoming increasingly blurred, and emotional impulse control is deteriorating.
This raises the possibility of a mental illness.
In my experience, it is essential to see a doctor as soon as possible.
I have encountered cases where religious or other non-pharmacological treatments have been effective, but these instances are extremely rare.
This issue is not as simple as a cold, where resting and drinking water might suffice.
I strongly recommend that you consult a physician; you are still young, and your beautiful life is just beginning—don't let it slip away! Best wishes for everything to go smoothly.
Sincerely, Dr.
Ding Shuo-Yan.
Reply Date: 2015/12/13
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It sounds like you are experiencing a very challenging and distressing situation regarding your mental health. The symptoms you describe, such as intrusive thoughts of violence, feelings of confusion between reality and hallucinations, and a general sense of agitation, are serious and warrant immediate attention from a mental health professional.
Firstly, it is important to understand that what you are experiencing is not uncommon among individuals dealing with significant mental health issues. Many people face similar challenges, and the feelings of isolation and confusion can be overwhelming. However, it is crucial to recognize that seeking help is a vital step towards recovery. Mental health conditions can manifest in various ways, including anxiety, depression, and psychosis, and they can significantly impact your daily life and overall well-being.
The fact that you are aware of your thoughts and feelings, even if they are distressing, is a positive sign. It indicates that you have insight into your condition, which is an essential aspect of seeking help. It is understandable that you may feel apprehensive about expressing your feelings to a doctor, especially if you have had negative experiences in the past. However, mental health professionals are trained to handle such situations with care and empathy. They can provide a safe space for you to express your thoughts without judgment.
When you decide to seek help, consider writing down your symptoms and experiences beforehand. This can help you articulate your feelings more clearly during your appointment. You might include details about the intrusive thoughts, how often they occur, any changes in your mood or behavior, and how these experiences affect your daily life. This written account can serve as a useful reference for both you and the healthcare provider, ensuring that you cover all the important points.
In addition to professional help, there are several strategies you can employ to manage your symptoms in the meantime. Practicing mindfulness and grounding techniques can help you stay connected to the present moment and reduce feelings of anxiety. Engaging in creative outlets, such as drawing or writing, can also provide a means of expression and may help alleviate some of the distress you are feeling. Physical activity, even in small amounts, can also be beneficial for mental health, as it releases endorphins that can improve mood.
It is also essential to reach out to trusted friends or family members who can provide support. Sharing your experiences with someone who cares about you can help reduce feelings of isolation and provide a sense of connection. If you feel comfortable, you might consider asking them to accompany you to your appointment, as having a support person can make the process less intimidating.
Lastly, if you ever feel that you are in immediate danger of harming yourself or others, it is crucial to seek emergency help right away. You can contact emergency services or go to the nearest hospital. Remember, you are not alone in this, and there are people and resources available to help you navigate through these difficult times.
In summary, your mental health is important, and seeking help is a courageous step towards healing. By reaching out to a mental health professional, you can begin to understand your experiences better and work towards finding effective coping strategies. Remember, recovery is a journey, and it is okay to take it one step at a time.
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